lucinda ❤

2009-09-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to CINDY!

09.09.09 , my 19th birthday.

thats a really nice date this year .
& coincidentally, first time in 19 years,
my birthdate & the chinese lunar birthdate actually
matches & falls on the same day!

well, THANK YOU to everyone for their well wishes & celebrating my birthday for me!
thanks to my family for the advanced celebration,
thanks to YC & babe for my bday treats.
thanks to all of you guys! =DD
& all the great birthday celebrations.

[SUPER DELICIOUS 'the angie's choice dark choco fudge cake']

LOVES♥

2009-08-17T17:22:00.000+08:00

Cindy is back from the superb canoe camp!

& next, she'd like to join the canoe sprint club in school!

haas, aft attending this particular camp, i love canoeing even mooooore!
appreciate all the OGL(s) help& guide thru out the whole camp, they were superb too!
& also the friends i've made there, esp those that shared the same interests! haas.
was a super enjoyable night on sat where we went walawala for our drinking session aft all the activities ended.
drinking. chatting. crapping. camwhoring.
haas.
gonna miss all of yaa dudes . :)

LOVES*

2009-08-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

August's happenings.

so, blogger's prob still haven't been fixed.
still can't upload any pictures at all! o.O''
havent been blogging much since blogger had this prob
seems boring to just go on and on w/o any pics.

July to Aug had been real happening all da while!
since my I&E event, Cindy has become much more sporty
living an even healthier lifestyle! lols.
'healthier lifestyle' do hope it is la.
anw, had been blading for some weeks.
other than I&E also w baby's monkeys & lijuan.
had been swimming tooo w my sweetie tian. =DD

I&E had been a very successful event,
thanks to everyone who had put in their best effort.
& my dear team members who were lovely peeps to work with. (:
this event allowed me to realised agn how much i had loved t blade! ahaas.

Other than that, in July, we celebrated wx's bday too.
first at Timbre & thn the nxt day at ECP followed by
dinner at Turf City, KTV @ Jimm's Pub & MJ @ PJ's hse!
haas. what a funfilled day that was!

August 01,,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS KOH(beloved MS TOH)
haas. the first bday of Ms Toh as MRS Koh as she got married early this year (:
its also the first time that honeybuns did not make any plans in advance to celebrate her bday.
as we grow up (comparing now & 8 yrs ago) it seems to be getting harder by each day to bring us all tgt.
no matter what, i'd nv forget the special days in your lives! (:

well recently, I or rather with my classmates had been addicted to texas poker.
so we often play that in school (oops) and at a classmates place!
lols. thou exams are round the corner we still hv to chill a lil and relax yea? :xx

& this long weekend for me which is ending today had been a great one!
starting from thurs w MJ, fri w Texas,
Sat had been chilling w Jake, lewis & calyn at henderson wave.
which was a really cool place tts really comfortable to chill at!
drinking, playing cards, napping and talking about life, life & life.
thats what we did for 5 long hours till we left at 6 in the morning.
while jake & calyn took the bus home.
i sent lewis back since i was cabbing.
& how lucky was i to get such a crappy taxi uncle who started preaching me the moment lewis left.
zzzzz. w no chance to cut into our convo earlier on i suppose tts y he wants to be able to speak all he cn at one go .-''
how irritable is that when you are so tired & just wish for some peace & quiet otw hm. goodness me.
whatever it is, haas. every outing tgt had been v enjoyable (:

Sunday, 09 August
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

went to watch the ND's fireworks w baby, wx & wh.
fireworks was really beautiful thou it was vvv packed at esplanade.
& while otw back, something embarrassing abt TYPICAL Singaporeans happened.
alright, i must admit that it is vvv irritating to be trapped at a congested area behing metal grills which are used to block up certain parts of the road even thou the NDP had ended but, i just felt so embarrassed & kinda pissed at the actions of these fellow country mates. zzz
we were all 'patiently' waiting (at least we din protest) for some kind soul to remove the grills when these S'poreans started a mini 'riot' protesting for the grills to be placed there.
' OEI OPEN THE GATE (tt was no gate, pig brained) LAAAAA!!!!!' thn, they called out t this poor NS man,
'OEI OPEN THE GATE LET US PASS LAAAA OPEN LAAAAAAAA!!!!!!'
NS MAN SAID: ' SORRY M'AM/SIR, I CANNOT DO TT W/O MY OFFICERS PERMISSION, LET ME GO ASK.'
pigbrained grp said: ' FASTER GO ASK LA, EH DUN WALK! RUN! YOU NO BRAiN AH RUN LAAAA.'

(WHAT THE FUCK? YOU SCOLDED THIS POOR CHINESE NS MAN BRAINLESS BCOS HE WALKED OVER TO KINDLY HELP YOU ASK FOR PERMISSION TO REMOVE THE GRILLS SO TT THE REAL BRAINLESS PIG WHORES LIKE YOU CAN GET OUT! WHERE'S UR MANNERS?!)
(AND FYI! THEY WERE ADULTS! A-D-U-L-T-S YOU SEE! HOW EMBARRASSING. NO WONDER SO MANY PPLE HATE PPLE OF UR KIND! ILL MANNERED BUNCH. ZZZZZ)

well, Singaporeans very KIASI very KIASU .
so as always someone has to lead right? aft the pig brained bunch no.1 came some more peabrained bunch who actually suddenly not KIASI anymore! wow, soooo 'impressive' .
and after a little while, the grills were removed, guess what?

PEOPLE ACTUALLY APPLAUDED & WHISTLED & ACTED LIKE TOTAL MORONS!

pigbrained(s): 'YAA LAA, LIKE TT THEN CORRRECT RIGHT SEE NOW EVERYONE CAN MOVE, COME COME COME I HELP YOU TO REMOVE THE GATE.'

WTF is happening ? i was so shock at their behaviour and it was super embarrassing i just feel like digging a hole in the ground so that i can hide in it. i had nv even imagined that our fellow citizens could behaved in such babaric ways. & pigbrained+peabrained bunch i'm not even impress by ur 'heroic' moves nor thankful that because of such behaviours we could evacuate from tt place faster. i felt so so soooo shameful ! zzz

SINGAPORE just doesn't feels like SINGAPORE anymore. w so much being changed over the years.

-END-

monday+tuesday = time for me to replenish some beauty sleep
& yes, wednesday back to school! last week of sch so HIPHIP HURRAY!
cant wait for sch to end, exams to end!
& i'm very very very excited abt the upcoming CANOE CAMP with my sweetie!
which will take place end of this week! =D

so CIAO!
& blogger pls let me be able to upload some pics the nxt time i blog OK?!

*LOVES

2009-07-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS SICK !
HURRY UP & GET IT FIXED MAN .
SO MUCH TO POST & UPDATE ON & IT TURNS OUT LIKE TT .
zz .
TOO LAZY TO CHANGE TO SOMETHING ELSE .
PLEASE HEAL !!!!!!!
))):

2009-07-06T21:44:00.004+08:00

CINDY is SICK AGAIN !
zzzz . dammit .
thats super sickening .
how come my immune system is failing nowadays ? .-''
so looks like MONDAY is a good day to fall sick huh ?
okay, seems like i always develop symptons on sunday nights .
three days MC for last week due to a damn infection .
three days MC this week for my dear fever+sore throat+cough .
went hm from sch aft gettin' a temp of 37.5 .
not vvv high but my head was feeling heavy & spinnin' oraeady .
& i just came back from the doc aft TWO HOURS of waiting time .
how crowded how packed how come the doc is forever full of patients .
zz . okay its just regular flu not the shyt tts so hot nowadays .

thr are still tons of work for me to finish . zomg .
shall leave it till tmr .
don't have the energy to complete it right now .
startin' to feel drowsy (med's effect)
& my head 's been spinninggg & spinninggg
& my throat 's scratchyy & scratchierrrr .

pls get well soon & get stronger .

-myheadspinnnnrightroundrightround-.-''

2009-06-28T19:38:00.007+08:00

SENTOSA today was super fun filled !!!
volley ball, captain ball, rugby, swimming !
haas . okay i din play rugby, too rough !
went sentosa w baby, & his big grp of frens !
(lijuan,changhui,weixing,peijie,weehong,andy,hongwee&hongyi)
saw this half built roller coaster as we drove past the IR constructions !
hopefully it wouldn't be too pricey for d locals to visit !

it was a HOT HOT HOT day .
too hot to bear the heat of the sand .
was burning my feet let alone tryin to lie on d sand .
now my body's feeling hot thou i din sun tan . haas .
well , pics some other days .

have got some pics here of peijie's and kangren's bday party last week .
baked a cheesecake for them ! hohoho~~
its super YUMMY ! XD
went for bowling during midnight &
i've seriously shame the name of SAPS bowler ):
i've stopped playing since i left SAPS in 2002 . lol!
& aft that we returned to d chalet for overnight mahjong .
some of the guys were down from drinking session earlier on . lol .
so ,, pics pics . a few random ones i chose to post . too lazy to upload . haas .

[ cheesecake i baked ! ahaas ;)]

thats all dudes .
sch reopens tmr .
YYUUCCCKKKKKK !
if i had travelled outta spore i'd get another week off !
LOL ! its boring when you hv to face d same old shyt agn .
ARRGGHHH !
see ya old arseholes & biatches tmr !

ciao-.

2009-06-14T22:12:00.004+08:00

night out pubbing !
Next Page @ M. Sultan Rd, bar of fren of baby's fren.
was quite a cool place with good atmosphere .
totally so oriental style . lol .
not too bad to just chill and sing . thr's karaokae !

night was still YOUNG when we left,
so went to PJ's hse for MJ .
had been MJ-ing like crazy for consecutive days .
hols is only 2 weeks ! wad to expect ? just ENJOY to the FULLEST !

tata . shall let d pics talk . x))

[(topL-R)weixing, khangjin, hongyi, peijie, cindy, wesley, weehong]

[baby&i]

[PJ, wes & WX]

[WH,PJ,WX]

xoxo .
(:

2009-06-02T17:39:00.004+08:00

baby ass thinks my blog is dead -.-
I AM SO SO SO SO SO LAZY TO POST !
maybe i shd keep it private just for personal use .
haaas .
actually i just want to post a picture .
LOLS ! taken when celebrating ling's 19th .

location: St James
peeps: whole lot bunch of us ! ling's comp, tian, kaifeng, +jake, lewis & calyn!

dLADIES : veron, cindy, ling(bday gal), tian, kaifeng& isabel (:

veron & i . (^think veron was a lil highhhh. lool.)

thr are tons of pic but lazy to post . haas .
anw i think i din take too much pics .
stucked on the dancefloor all da while .
ahhaas .

CAN'T WAIT FOR CT to be OVER !
had alr missed couple of invites and tt sucks !
): ): ): ): *grumpy*

see ya soon clubbies =DD

*wLOVE,,
CINDY .

2009-05-07T18:28:00.004+08:00

dear blog,

agn, i'm sorry to neglect. ):

school has been real busy thou i still tend to slack .
this critical sem for us . gpa yea .
as we're d first grp to go on attachment .
do hope i could get into a good company and get valuable experiences .

recently, pretty much stressed up since sch reopen,
i've been gettin mre & mre stressed up .
i'm gettin more hot temper, mre tantrums . bah!
ya ya ya . i'm still slacking at times but that doesn't show nor proves all .
so,, you just still don't know a shyt bout me yea .

friday's round agn & i'm looking forward to this fri .
finally dinner date with tian and ling .
the threesome gathering aft d last meetup was being postponed for so long!
& phuture is gna be the fun part tmr night.
can't wait can't can't wait !
dno why ling can't make a good stand to start/ nt to start clubbin'
c'mon ! i need mre clubbin' kakis . LOL .

& ONE IMPT THING !!!
dear frens,,
you may not be able to reach me by my mobile anymore so,,
(perhaps since almost 3-4 wks ago)
cd still kp in contact via msn, facebook, etc yea? lols .
who dun own a valid mobile at this age BUT it doesn't really matter does it?
& i'm sorry to all my dears,
thou i may nt be hangin' ard often ,
you'd nv know , i'm just not physically ard . (:

CINDY tends to live in her own world at times .
dun blame me my dear (s).
many things are just unexplainable .
& to an angry person, all explanations are just excuses .
furthermore certain stuffs are way too personal .
i'm still me & i'm still right here .
so see ya all ard sweeties . tc (:

withLOVE,,
CINDY.

2009-04-24T01:05:00.003+08:00

so FINALLY its FRIDAY again !
first week of school had not made me feel really good bout it .
in fact peeps are all saying ' its sooo sian ! ' & i agree .
haas . thanks to our longgggg two months hols .

& of cos we have to enjoy every weekend (our only 'hol' now)
lols . at least for the first couple of weeks, no harm slacking a lil yea? xx:

friday night ! at last, hitting d clubs with ling& jake& frens .
saturday wud probably be a full mahjong day with YK& frens . haas .
sunday ! sentosa for the scorching sun ? lols .

oh man . i miss d holidays when i'd nv feel packed with stuffs !

bahhhhhh o.O

2009-04-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

been awhile dear blog !

last wed,, ladies night w baby & his frens @ phuture .

i LOVE the clubs .
i MISS clubbin' with my cliques .
i CAN'T WAIT to start clubbin' with ling&tian .
(:

school starts on mon ! arrgh!
& i kinda dread having to attend classes agn .!
CINDY is sooo looking forward to the next hols !
she just didnt have enough fun ! lol XD
(before sch even starts .-'')

& work seriously suck .
yea,, working two days before sch start ,,
burning my last weekend of the hols . BAHH .o''
i just couldn't stand it ,, ugly singaporeans . zz .
can't some/most of our fellow citizens be much more gracious & civilised ?
how UGLY can you be how shameful .
i HATE IT i HATE IT !!!!!!!

xoxo .

2009-04-08T09:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !

dearest mummy's 42nd bday today .
young isnt it ! lols .
just pass the prime age .
& soon enough for sure mum, you'd be enjoying life .
well , mummy refuses to go out for celebration or even just dinner .
she says i shd not spend any money . ):
ooh well . getting an ice cream cake frm swensens i supposed . (:

last sunday, 05apr,
mini gathering with the guys !
yea i happen to be the only girl . lool .
all ex4e6 guys .
wenbin,lihao,ykiat,alph,lehao,kahchung + me !
initial plan was to sentosa however it started pouring otw thr .
so we had a change of plan & went to k box instead .
super high & fun filled ! was all laughter .
& yongkiat is seriously hooked on the mic .
the guy who used to be paying just for the drinks & tidbits now SING !
lols .
aft K-ING , off to regent hts to swim .
which too reminds us of it as a used to be weekly activity when we were still in sec sch .
how time flies . its been a long time since we gathered too .
thanks GUYS who had made the effort to come .
& we shall meet up again soon yea . (:
CHEERS !

* RESPECT .
seriously, what the fuck is wrong with humans nowadays ?
poor manners, poor teachings . wonder how they are being brought up .
its the way that you present yourself that irritate others .
spare a thought & put yourself in their shoes . zz .

FYI:
i don't mind peeps tagging their adv . just ONE is fine,
c'mon this isn't ur site this isn't a blogshop .
know your limits . its not a damn spamming ground .
its fine if you wna spam, in d end . all's gone .
DELETED, BANNED, REPORTED SPAM .
BAHHHHHHHHH . (:

2009-03-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

so tell me all about being responsible
being a matured adult
being a respectable figure .

i've seen the worst example for the whole of my life .
what the fuck is with the behaviour .
i've finally exploded with rage .
dun even bother talking to me about 'respect' anymore .
even you youself dun fucking hv the tiniest clue bout it .
i hate those who inflict pain & harm upon my loved ones .
fuck you all just fucking wait for the day God punish you .
K-A-R-M-A . you know whats tt ? son of a bitch .
how i wish i could just pierce thru ur heart with one move .
i wna see you suffer, look at you bleed & beg like a dog .
oh no . you r not even fit to be compared to a dog .
thats an insult to dogs for they are such humane animals .
you are worse than a beast . the kind tt ought to be banished to hell forever .

bastards assholes bloody cheap males like you shdnt even exist .
how fucking old are you alr tt you need an eighteen yr old to lecture you ?
pray hard that you dun ever let me see you out on the streets .
if i ever hv this chance, i'd make you see & feel hell . exactly, i promise.
fuck you all . motherfuckers .

2009-03-24T11:13:00.002+08:00

updates .
holidays hv made me an even lazier person .
lool . at times i dun even feel like stepping outta my hse .
so couple of updates . mostly of my work last few days .

anw ,, just back from breakfast with baby .
haas . like how long since we had breakfast .
its always dinner most of the time since our day & night
were totally switched over once the hols started .
woke up automatically at 7+ am with the sun scorching hot .
the next moment, just started pouring! .-''
the weather nowadays is really horrible & unpredictable .

had driving lesson yest & my instructor was also talking bout this .
unpredictable weather + wad seems like the time is passing by at an increasing speed .
hmm well . sometimes i do feel it tt way as the years go by .
& he was saying its getting nearer to d end of the world . haa .
i choose to just laugh it off . d ol' word: unpredictable .

sunday, work @ post natas fair .
yet another fun day . esp towards the end of it .
when i went over to the playground area & played with the kids .
okay . now i like kids a lil better . they were sooo much fun thr !
fancy an almost 2o yr old lady being wild with the kids .
they were just surprisingly mre disciplined than i tot .
& they did just made my day . i just felt happy having fun with them .
genuinely happy from my heart. for tt moment i had no worries, no troubles. (:
listening & watching the innocent souls, i just felt so young & carefree agn .
& there were a pair of Japanese brothers who were so cute !
i just repeatedly told them: ' anata kawaii neh ! '
& we were kinda bugging them to teach us Jap . haas !
really smart kids from the way they were able to express themselves .
aww . i miss them now . ):
so the day ends with smiles&goodbyes, friend-kisses (:

saturday, work at pavillion .
oh well . i'd say its the worst unsuccessful club event i've ever seen .
lol . seriously pathetic with complaints tt its bored . i agree .
mostly filled with kids , of course booreed .
publicity & location problem i supposed .
wasnt easy to find & i ended up taking a cab that friggin cost me CBD charges too .
zomg . & sale of alcoholic drinks was really bad .
gratitude to those that bought ! at least i could earn some comm .
& nice guy that bought me that last tequila shot so i
cd happily pack up & go hm earlier ! haas .

i've relaxed soo soo much . & i've discarded soooo much senseless issues off my mind .
those stuffs are classified as 'bo liao' (boring/pointless) to me now .
why did i even bother to waste soo much time to bother/worry bout it ?
thinking back i find it & myself super hilarious ! lmao man .
'nothing's seriously worth my attention.'
i know whats worth & whats not .
so dun judge it yourself, dun act all pathetic & think tt you are a victim .
because you are just insecure w a low self esteem
& you know you r just so not worth it .
i wna live my days with a clear conscience & steer clear of trouble .
i like it this way now that i seriously dun see a need
to give a damn bout much of anything .

i am happily enjoying every min, sec now . are you ? (:

LOVES*

2009-03-20T18:49:00.002+08:00

CINDY seriously, friggin', screwed her exams !
good game man ! .-''

it doesn't really matter anymore .
when you've found a certain direction in life .
some things/results just doesn't affect you as much anymore .
I JUST HATE THE IDEA THAT I HV TO FACE TWO HORRENDOUS SOUL NEXT SEM!

1. THAT LAOOOOOO WOMAN! (yes, agn, unfortunately. lol)
2. THAT EEEEEE EEEEE EEEEE! ('long time no seeeeeeeeee')

wahaas ! okay . all the above bullshit is nt the point !
here's what i really wna say . =DD

CLUB EVENT (underage& LEGALage segments)
@ the PAVILLION @ far east square (near raffles place mrt stn)
on 21 MAR'09 SATURDAY from 9pm t0 5am !

I WOULD BE IN CHARGE OF SALES OF THE TEQUILA SHOTS, SO DEARIES!
YOU GOTTA' CASH TO FLOW?! COME HAVE FUN & GIMME TT SUPPORT! ;D

FUN OR NOT ? THATS FOR YOU TO FIND OUT!
door sale tix @ $25 w a complimentary drink!!!
gimme a call before 10pm tonight i may be able to get tix @$20 for ya frenzies .

ITS TIME TO PARTY HONS ! ;DDD

LOVES*

2009-03-15T23:45:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, DEAREST XINRU ! (:

*shall update more on d celebration agn .
ciaos -

2009-03-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

07 MARCH 2009 .

a day worth of meaningful event .
this day where we come tgt to witness the holy matrimony of ms toh & mr isaac koh. (:
from the moment on, our beloved ms toh is officially mrs koh .
sincerely thank her for inviting us (w edmund&amanda)
to probably the most important day of her life, her wedding . (:
it was held at four seasons hotel where we had d lunch reception .
& having the vows & exchange of rings .
definitely felt happy & blessed for them .
where two person dearly attached to one another, having come a long way ,
progress to another new phase in their love, their live .
definitely was a holy event with praise & worship to God .
thanking God for bringing two wonderful pple tgt as one .
thou i'm not an official believer in God , i could understand & feel the way they do .
& i strongly believe in 'em all .

thinking back from the day we met ms toh,
it had been almost ten years .
& was alr twelve years back since i attended sch in SAPS .
met some of the teachers that previouly taught us , at least they remembered our faces .
ms lim managed to call out my name aft much thought thou . haas .
& congratulations to ms lim k.l. too ! who's getting married in May (:

wishing all of them ,
A HAPPY & BLESSED MARRIAGE !

well , had been long since we, honeybuns met up .
i had look forward to it as another fresh start of how honeybuns were .
i supposed everyone had grown perhaps even too much .
everyday things are changing , rapidly even .
everyone had moved on & adapted to a diff lifestyle .
we dun come tgt as much as we had .
i hope it wouldn't be too long before we come tgt agn .
not because of any major event but because we still miss & love each other as much .
its an affinity & i hope it last just like any love shd .
all shd learn to cherish whats true , good & hard to come by .
love you all , from my heart i truly do .

LOVES*

2009-02-21T04:13:00.002+08:00

sometimes i'd just purely wna care & show my concern .
however , would it be appreciated ?

it often leads me to a loss for the various changes in our lives .

i don't ever say i understand someone's issue
even if my situation had been similar .
i only understand the fact that everyone's different emotionally , mentally .
there's no way you could understand one's true feelings .
many a time ,, its not shown . the true .

if you'd allow one a chance to walk into your life ,
& receive all the care & love showered on you .
you may come to see that you're not all by yourself .

afterall .

&its ur choice .

2009-02-17T00:14:00.003+08:00

TEACHER CINDY FOR THE DAY !

LOLS !
did relief at student care today !
havent done relief for so long .
'good' to see the many many kids again . lols .
well ,, when i reached hm my ears felt soo pleasantly cleared
from all the noises (screaming, shouting, protesting) .
i dun love kids but i was still kind to them . haas .
taught them maths & spellings (constantly testing , they just dun learn by <3>
& well ,, the education standard is seriously getting so much higher .
Pri6's work alr seems like wad i'd learn in my sec days .
i ought to feel lucky tt i dun belong to their generation .
haas . but doesn't mean i'm old !!!
& kids oh kids . wassup with the
'teacher he throw the pen at me!'
'teacher he take my thing!'
'teacher tell the principal he naughty!'
LMAO .
i seriously hope i didn't behave like this when i was young ,
doubt i was a protest/complain/sabo queen at tt age at all .
when i hear this i just wna burst out laughing .
i'd still have to maintain my stern image & say ,
'SHUT UP ! DO UR WORK ! IF I SEE TT ONCE MORE IT GOES RIGHT INTO THE BIN!'
muahaahaahaas .
you think they'd be afraid ? those lil devils .
yea , for a sec ! but well as long as they complete their work & dun create trouble .
i dun really wna stop them from doing wad they wna , life's stress enough at such age .
but sometimes it still feels not too bad to be surrounded by a bunch of kids .
esp the way they behave when they r soooo fascinated with my barbie phone ! haas .
time pass super fast having to entertain ten over kids at a time . (:

& well ,, CEC test is officially over ! 3 mre papers comin' up .
GREAT . can't wait for my PARTY TIME !
no comments for the paper . good enough to pass .
can't be bothered alr . sigh .

& on sat , vday ,,
went NIGHT SAFARI with baby .
super fun ! lols . felt like a child agn .
sitting on the tram 'oohing' & 'wowing' at the animals .
haas . I WANT TO VISIT THE ZOOOOOOOOOO !!!
no flash allowed so no pics taken !
SIGHHHHHHH ! wasted yea . & i seriously need a DCAMERA soon !

God of Fortune ! why did you neglect me ?! ):
come to me soon . i LOVE you SOOOOO !

CHEERS =DD

LOVES.*

2009-02-13T21:19:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NINTEENTH BIRTHDAY WENBIN !

guys and i gave wb a bday surprise last night .
(me , wes , kenneth & raymond.)
right at 12 midnight , 13feb'09 . haas .
super funny . & fun .
he was soundly asleep when we went to his hse w/o him knowing
& started setting up the 19 sticks of prank candles .
you blow it out & it relights by itself .
disturbed him from sleep & he woke up all groggy & shocked .
LOLS !
& he sure had a hard time blowing out the candles
all of it just gradually melted n everyone had to help blow it off tgt .
took some pics tts with baby .
so upload when there's a chance to .

skipped the last day of school !
insomnia . didn't slp the whole night .
so i was ready for sch super early today
but eventually didn't turn up .
had breakfast with mummy at coffeebean
then drove with aunt & mummy first to takashimaya to collect skincare products ,
peninsula to exchange shoes for cous, gombak mac for lunch,
fetched baby lucius from child care & off to loyang temple .
this famous 'Dua Pei Gong' temple . long time since i went to pray .
haas . round & round the whole day w/o slp .
returned hm & only slept for 2 hrs ,
constantly waking up . its shitty .

& the whole morning my hands barely left my phone .
receiving smses/calls regarding natas fair '09
sending out confirmation smses helping to coordinate the crews i brought in .
confirmations aft confirmations queries aft queries . phew !
by the time all was done my batt went dead .
lucky i bought my extra fone out . haas .
now i truly understand all the hassle & efforts needed with coordinating .
thou i did get pissed , i still enjoyed it . tts wad i like , feeling of being truly involved .
thanks guys for not giving me a hard time & screwing things up .
pls do maintain things like this okay , everyone 'll be glad for sure .
& those last few names hopefully you're wanted , wud inform by mon . (:
& economy's really bad guys , bear with it be thankful .
finally close to done .

mon's my exam & i can't wait for the exams to be OVER !
haven started studying . guess i'd wait till sunday , right, last min .
sinful me to do that . but i'd do a thorough revision for sure .
haas . gotta finish up my bits of data entry work first .
in need of some booooozeeeeee !
shall make myself a nice drink . (;

(happy vday tmr !)
CIAOS !

*.LOVES

2009-02-11T16:33:00.006+08:00

CINDY HAS GOT HER BARBIE HANDPHONE ! =DD

BIG THANK YOU to baby love .
haas . & tts my valentine's prez .
its super duper cute & just like a cosmetic box .
(looks like 'poly pocket' too !)
my frens didn't realise that was a phone !
LOLS .
its a limited BARBIE phone .
so you probably won't see much of it in s'pore .
& yes its M.I.C so , dun expect to use it for a long time .
sorta having fun with it . haas .
just dun explode on me . xx: geez .
ooh well ,, i'd upload he pics of my cutesy fone .
girls ,, i've lobangs for it , you think you wna one , leave me a msg . (:
and yea ,, now that i've got BARBIE , i'm intending to get the LG PRADA asap !
its just super chic , nice one LG's got .
esp now that singtel has got the free prada watch as a gift .
oh my ,, come to me soon baby . lols !

look at my cutesy ! & cutesy packaging !
(normally its in pink but mine's black !)

loving it ! ((:

LOVES.*

2009-02-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

second day of second week of FEB .

blogging at hm when i shd be having lectures now .
whatever . dread school . bored !
a clap for arrival of wed .
i like wed , middle of the week (weekends coming !)
beginning to look forward to weekends more .
haas . WHY ?
may be 'cos sch's ending ! x:
oh right .

recently have always beeen feeling tired & restless .
i could do with few hrs of slp a day in the past , not anymore .
can hardly wake up on time ,
feeling tired 'thou i slept like 10+ hrs .
zomg .
guess my irregular sleeping habits cocked up everything .
o.O''

ecology test & business finance quiz tmr .
pls CINDY , start your revision ! .o''
sigh , guess i might pon the whole week of lessons .
its getting all too shitty .
& my cab fares are amounting up like ?
i could get the coach bag i've been eyeing on alr .

looking forward to weekends once again , (:

LOVES*

2009-02-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wish , i had small & simple dreams .
not big dreams that 'd make me worry so much bout now & the future .
i envy young ladies who aren't as ambitious .
who have simple concept of how a happy life could meant .
i've seen & heard from my friends , they think ,
graduating with a diploma , get an office job ,
getting married , have kids , start a family .
simple & definitely able to realised their dreams .

i never wanted just an ordinary job & graduating with a diploma cert .
working in the field i studied ? NO !
i want to work in fields of my interest .
realised the big dream i had since i was independent .
carrying with me the passion tt burns .
the enjoyment of it , tts wad makes me happy .
i've tried so hard , for 5 years , worked so hard .
was i ever near ? maybe i'd missed out chances , i'd nv know .
but still all the hard works tt's seen no results .
its starting to lead me feeling despair , helpless .
why'd i even choose to be so independent by myself ?
shouldering the responsibilities of my own life .
stubborn ; thats me .
refusing to give up being ambitious ,
refusing to give up my dreams ,
refusing to be just the ordinary lady .

family & kids ? nah .
i don't need commitments & obligations to tie me down deadly .
well , supposedly not in the near 10 years to come .
having a family i've to commit to wholeheartedly .
playing the role of a goody wife and greaty mummy ?
i can nv imagine having to spend time in the middle of the night
entertaining a ' wah wah ' baby . zomg .
i'd rather be partying like nobody's business till dawn .
may be i'd develop a diff thinking when i have one .
but right now its definitely outta my list !
its an even heavier responsibility & price to pay .
so MUMMYS i respect all the good mummys .
thats one thing i can't possibly settle down as .
& not one of my so called happiness .
thou friends told me having a home with a family is the most impt in life ,
aft i told them nothing is as impt as money is in life .

no matter how much conflicts monetary issues is gna lead to .
i don't give a damn , thats my bloody view & my stand .
at least there's others that share my views .
before 30 & i wna be up the ladder of success .
i want it & i'd make it big .
nothing against my morals nor principals .
i don't believe i can't do it all by myself .
yea right , i'm hell materialistic .
so wad ? i'm only being practical .

money makes the world goes round .

CINDY.*

yet another challenge . (:

2009-02-08T22:52:00.002+08:00

KOMBANWA !

this morning ;
shoot at roberstson quay .
two hours straight .
i'm sure there shd be like a 100 pics .
lols . tiring !
but yet, another valuable lesson .
& the photos looks good too .
one of the most daring ones .
guess thats max for me . haas .
also , thanks to the nicee photographers ,
larry & alfie .
had been working with larry & yea , he's great !
had been helping me a lot all da way .
very much appreciated . (:

spent the rest of my afternoon doing up my blog !
TAADAA !
i know it seems & is probably simple to most .
but as a PC idiot , i'm proud of myself .
LOLS ! YAY ! super duper happy . XD
credits to myself . LOLS .
school at 11 tmr . last week alr .
means exams round the corner .
can't wait for it to be over .
& it'll be endless partying for me .

CINDY ♥ endless music, liquor & nicotin !

off drinking at club on fri !
never enough of fun .
haas .
like i'm turning alcoholic , smokaholic , clubberholic soon .
ooh well . who cares . life's for you to enjoy to the fullest !
soo ,, put all the worries aside .
CHEERS !

LOVES*
signedoff ,,

2009-02-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

zomg .
& finally its FRIDAY !
yea right . i ought t be in bed now .
& i just finished rushing off my business finance report
plus my environmental health report .
gna just tidy up the last bits in sch tmr .
a super busy week again !
with five presentations in a row . o.O
not including certain reports & reflections to be done .
and finally i've completed it & i've organised my time better this time round .
noo more biggy awful stress periods tt makes me all
groggy & grumpy & moodless & weird & irratably irritated .
LOLS !
oh well ,, credits to my baby love too .
haas . he helped with my reflection & pics taking of my EH .
thanks love , i'd time for you this time round ! HAAS !
exams are coming & i just wna yell : OMFG !!!
bless me . xx:
2 weeks , i could do it yea ? lols .

and oh right !
its the end of CATS n S&W today .
shit ,, i'd really be missing it all .
had nice friendly cats mates & we never had conflicts .
unlike last sem , -.-
& dance sport class !
i'm always niam-ing that i wna learn dancing and nv really did anything .
lols . then i somehow gt into dance sport as one of my modules ,
okay , unwillingly at first but now ,
i simply loved it ! omg .
why isn't there s&w for all 3 yrs . lols .
i'm gna miss my cats teacher (nice & patient! smile& gave me attendance for being an hr late!)
LOLS ! XD
i'm gna miss my cats mates . (all nice peeps(:)
i'm gna miss my dance sport instructor! (always humourous! hurhur!)
i'm gna miss my dance sport mates . (aft tday's progressive chacha tt i really did interact w all . lols !)
& i'm gna miss not having the chance to step on some arrogant bastard's foot !!!
wahaas . i'm not being devilish here thou .

okay , time for bed .
pls dun let me dream of rats, rats, & more rats again .
i wna have a proper sleep !
nights peeps ! (:

LOVES*

2009-02-02T00:05:00.003+08:00

CONGRATS to ms toh !
received her wedding invitation yest morning .
thou we'd known bout the news earlier on .
feel really happy to be invited .
to witness this impt moment of a major decision in her life .
wishing her & her other half everlasting love . (:

_______________________________________.

speaking of decisions .
decisions in life often leaves me in a dilemma .
i seriously dread having to make decisions .
having to make choices .
i know i shdn't be greedy nor selfish ,
sometimes just why can't i have it all .
why shd i be forced to say 'no' to
something else that i'd hate to give up on too ?
its really hard & i'm really bad at it .

its MONDAY , 02 FEB 09 now .
exactly a week ago was just first day of CNY .
isn't it fast tt CNY's alr half over now .
oh my . i seriously wish to return to the exact a week ago .
even thou i'd still get back to now .
it doesn't matter if i get to enjoy once more .
thou its impossible , i'd still dream of it to happen .

similarly , there may 've been many things in life which
you'd wish could be in the way you wna thou you know
its impossible to allow things to continue hanging on in such a way .
wad had been ur decision ?
start hitting back into reality & forget bout illusions ?
continue being selfish in wanting things to work in your way ?
either of it , you wouldn't feel exactly happy i supposed.
pricked you so hard you wept .
can't stop the big fat tears from flowing out .
& str away you start to regret .
you wished you had a chance to change ur mind now .
could i say its all too late ?
everything's changed from the moment you tot you made up ur mind .
are all the assumptions true ?
life's always complicating even if it involved prob the size of a nut .

anyway ,,
i saw this on my cous's blog & i tot i must really share it .
in my opinion ,, its indeed so true .

"You meet a person in one second
You got to know a person in one minute
You develop a liking for a person in one hour
You fall in love with a person in one day
If fate dosen't allow two people to be together
You will need one lifetime to forget the person"

its so saddening to read this .
why shdn't fate be in one's control
instead of the other way round ?
i wonder too ,
sometimes you just don't wna certain things to be over like this .
POOF !

SONGforMOOD :
搞笑 ; 罗志祥

LOVES*

2009-01-27T15:32:00.002+08:00

大年初二好 !

everyone's coming to my hse for visiting today !
hees . okay ,,
first day of LNY ,,
well ,, routine for every year is the same !
visiting at paternal's side , granny's hse where everyone wd be there .
then visiting at maternal's side , grandmama's hse .
& probably thats it for LNY .
probably on the other days to some friend's hse ?
haas .
red packets , hmm . not much collection this year .
but there's a few BIG ones .
hees .
better than nothing thou !

soo last night , went to this thai club at central district with some frens .
kinda eye opening for me .
first time being in that kinda club
& it was pretty fun . haas .
getting to drink & listening to the live band .
all thais who could sing in diff language .
amazing to me . lols .
thai , chinese , english , hokkien & canto songs .
& pretty good vocals for some too .
&& pretty boys to ogle at .
LOLS !
its a place where i'd bring one of my girls there since she love ogling at ' shuai ge ' .
LOLS .
but still it was a little complicated .
well , i just did super enjoyed myself . (:

oh 'GREAT' !
school resumes tmr !
BAHHHH !
shd i or shd i not go ?
my mind says : 65% don't go ! 35% go !
LOLS .
can see the devil & angel quarreling .
aiyoyos . shall see my mood . x:
okay ! 've to entertain my family with some mahjong games alr .
CIAO ! (:

wLOVE*

HAPPY 牛 YEAR !

2009-01-26T02:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 牛 YEAR !
hees . the year of OX .
MOOOOOO ~
XD

CINDY wishes each & everyone and your family ,,
a very HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR !

may the year of ox bless everyone with good health & fortune !

CHEERS ! (:

wLOVE*

BEAUTIFUL DAY ! (:

2009-01-21T23:30:00.004+08:00

it was a beautiful day .
the sky was in such a bubbly blue with cotton white fluffy clouds !
that was soo attractive to me .
seriously shd get a D camera soon so i could always snap such attractive sights down .
well ,, beautiful is the perfect word to describe my mood today too .
i've passed my BTT !
ooh yea ! my efforts paid off . i did like almost a thousand practice qns .
& i'm glad i did work so hard . reap wad i sow (: finally .
so i told myself this is the kind of attitude i shd have towards all my goals in life .
all d little important issues even . strive hard for success .

like i told baby ,,
we will own wad we want in time to come .
hv the patience n work hard !

JIA YOU my love ! we'd be able to do it (:

right ! my house was so so crowded & fun this evening !
& i love it , love the atmosphere . haas .
celebrated joel's 13th bday at my hse .
oh my . 13th bday for me was alr like almost a good ol' 6 yrs ago .
i'm definitely aging . how saddening .
had lovely walnut cake tt mummy bought for him !
best thing of all , NO CREAMY CREAMY CREAM !!!
just simply delicious . & had a sumptuous dinner !
simply LOVE mummy's cooking .
last delicious dish on the menu . . .
ABALONE YU SHENG !
haas . home made ! .

thats my beautiful day ! thou there's tonnes of assignments to complete .
work's flooding in and choking me up . i'm still feeling good right at the moment !
i feel blessed , with a good family , a good boyfriend , specially good friends .
the ones that had always stood by me , Thank God .

i resolute for 09' to be a much better year for me .
i want to do a lot more stuffs for my family , esp my dearest mum .
i LOVE mummy loads .
i LOVE my lil'bro .
i LOVE my baby .
i LOVE my bestie , ed .
i wna be a better daughter , sister , girlfriend & friend to 'em all .

there had been rough times , unnecessary events tt happened
which now feels so totally ridiculous & hilarious .
now , i truly appreciate all tt baby had done for me all d while .
always being my pillar of support .
no matter how ridiculous i could get .
i've my temperaments , feck'up attitude & its all tolerated .
baby ,, you've been good ! (:

its been a long time since i learnt to appreciate every little thing mum does for me
thou rarely there might still be little conflicts . but tts just nuts to get us affected .
i hope too for my lil' bro to learn how to appreciate too .

ed , appreciate your thoughtfulness & all the treats of your fabulous baking skills !
a friend indeed, whom i could vomit out all my unhappiness to .
friend whom you could steal a hug from to escape into comfort zone .
(:

there's no many VIP in my life .
up till now . they are the ones .
& i TREASURE 'em with my life .

it feels so nice when you could give a speech of feelings tt had been bottled up ! (:

*LOVES

2009-01-18T01:21:00.002+08:00

haven't been blogging for quite some time .
well ,, life isn't as happening & interesting now that
i'm stucked in sch most of the time .
so here i am updating a teeny bit .

oh man !
its a super horrendous disastrous day at work today .

1. i practically lost my voice .
2. b****boss/es from hell .
3. stingy sporeans

FAGGOT . just fuck it .
i'm terribly sick & still turn up for work .
thanks to the leilong-ing yest for the sake of YA'ALL fecking sales .
i'm practically voice less today & will definitely be tmr .
so it turns out like its my fault for being sick .
perhaps its my fault for nt taking good care of myself but like i wished !
*ROLL EYES* *ROLL EYES* *ROLL EYES*

bahhhhh ! whatever !
i just wna whine out loud !
if YA'ALL are sick like me you'd probably just
roll yourself up in your blanket stuck to your comfy bed
& drinking chicken soup all day & night !
so SHUT UP .
your bloody clients can complain all they want
like i care & like its my problem ?
HELLLOOOO !?!!
i'm but only human . if i'm superwoman ,,
i'd definitely throw you outta earth one by one .

baby said my health is more impt & thats true .
why shd i be slogging out for ya all .
its only ur loss for losing a capable me
thanks to ya all lousy attitude .
BOOOOOO !

whinesofwhiner o.O

2009-01-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

first week of sch is coming to an end soon .
its alr thursday .
well ,, as always , once sch resumes , busy life resumes .
sigh . full of projects & presentations .
& i havent done well for my CT .
results of last min work .
but i just wasn't in the right form previously .
& now ? i'm not so sure either .
no matter how i still have to do well for my end of year .

hmm .
so far in the new year .
nothing much had been smooth thou .
i've came to realise so much .
i'm even shock myself that my past assumptions were wrong .
due to that i've changed a lot of decisions for my life then .
but now it seems like i was all wrong .
and how did i feel ? loss . yea ,, just at loss .
i don't even know what exactly is it anymore .
just felt really disappointed & its such a pity .
why didn't it happen earlier .
it could have been different from the current situation now .
i guess its really not meant to be .
sometimes i'd always think heaven's just cracking a joke on me .
it seems unfair & ridiculous , you'd feel frustrated . but ,,
nothing ever really goes your way does it ?

weekends round .
shd i even look forward to it ?
i always did but now ? sigh .
gna take a nap for now .
my eyes are really painful & puffy now .
& i'm totally drained . ):

i'm really glad for truthfulness .
i'm upset with the limit of choices .
time wouldn't heal every single thing under the sun .
i've tried and i know that .
there are always something tt'd be etched on ur mind forever .
if that particular something is so precious ,,
just place it in a little corner of your heart .
i would instead of trying to dump it away .
even for a second ,,
i always long for that happiest moment i had ,,
& it always feels like ages ago to me thou it does not seem to be .
just once more .
can i ?

*LOVES

LOVE MY HONEYBUN ; ED ! XD

2009-01-03T21:49:00.003+08:00

SHOPPING TRIP w HONEYBUN ; ED !

its been ages since we last went shopping like TODAY !
with my beloved bun; edmund !
i always love hanging out with him .
all the fun we 've be it chatting or shopping .
its five years & still going !
hees . well ,, we had been in the same
primary school ,,
secondary school &
polytechnic !!! lols .
i'd known ed exist since i was 12 ?
we only got closer since sec 1 , i was 13 then &
we were in the same class thru' till sec3 ! haas !
& all the way till now we're almost 19 alr !
well ,, thou we dun hang out a lot regularly .
but its always as fun as ever being with him . (:
nothing we can nv talk & bitch bout under the sun .
LOLS . we shd get tgt more okay ? bun ! XD

okay ,, so today ,, we bought lots of goodies !!!
was shopping @ depression !
& we each got wad we wanted .
haas . ed bought the most stuffs thou .
seven apparels ! haas .
& i reserved two lovely tops & a super stylo nicee baggy pants !
regulars get privileged . XD
getting everything nxt week as there'll be more stocks coming in !
hees . hope ed has free time nxt sunday .
& hope kenny/andrew wd email us our pics !
i think i'd spend a couple of thousands at 'dep' since the year i started patronizing .
every visit would cost a few hundred bucks !
they really have apparels in fashion & are unique .
thats why we loveeee it soooo much !
www.depression.com.sg
check it out ! (:

i truly thank God for blessing me ,, by having a fren like ed .
at least a fren i always knew was true .
love ya bun ! & rmb to take some pics nxt time ! hees . (:

LOVES*

happy new year ; 2009 !

2009-01-01T23:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
HAPPY 2009 !
01 JANUARY 2009 .

wow . zomg . its alr 2009 .
've been my near nighteen years on earth .
haas . feels like i'm 'aging' fast .
soon , i'd say bye bye to my teen years of tenth
& move on to the new phase of twenties in life !!
LOLS .
sigh . when u're young you wished you grow up fast .
but thru these years , i just wished
i could go back to the times where i was all young & innocent .
kiddys ,, you really gotta cherish your times being a child
& stop wishing to grow up fast okay ! trust me (: lols .
geez . i've been telling my frens to look forward to a better '09
& not be pessimistic bout it .
yet i'm reminiscing the long past feeling depressed .
shan't be contradicting ! i'd look forward , i shd ! (:

its a NEW YEAR ! NEW BEGINNING FULL OF HOPES !
& my new year resolution , haaas .
to be : a better & stronger me ; a step nearer to my goals in life !
may God bless me .
& everyone else (:

okay , how did i welcome the new year .
hmm ,, nothing special !
we , girlfriends had dinner at fajar .
& when we went in 7eleven to buy some beers .
the DJ on the FM radio was counting down !
7-6-5-4-3-2-1 !
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
we shout it out in the store . HAAS .
ooh well , another memorable new yr .
was just slacking at jiale's hse ,,
playing cards ,, watching tv & chatting .
till goody goody came to fetch me at bout 2+ in the morning ?
& also dropped wynnee off at her fren's place then .

new year also marks another new busy life to embark on .
i shall be more self disciplined !!!
school is starting soooooon . xx:
oh well . next to look forward to . .
CHINESE NEW YEAR !
& i need to go shopping soon .
hees .
hope everyone enjoyed their NEW YEAR celebration .
& wished everyone a blessed and better 2009 ahead !
CHEERS ! =D

new start ; new beginning .
i'm sure God heard me yesterday .
it was miraculous .
couldn't believe wad i heard or saw , felt in-reality ?
thanks for tt little wish come true at the end of 2008 .
gave me a positive omen for 2009 .
forget the past & move on . shall i . .
(:

*wLOVE-CINDY . (:

happy new year eve ! (:

2008-12-31T17:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE !

its 6 hours away before the new year starts !
& my old blog skin just died on me !
OMG ,, shall this be the last bit of suay-ness
& it shd all go away !!!
haas .
pardon me for the messy blog now .
dun hv the time to really re organise evrything .
oh well ,, so peeps .

ENJOY THE LAST BIT OF YR2008 &
ENJOY THE NEW YEAR ; 2009 .
BEST WISHES EVERYONE !
MAY YOU HAVE A BLESSED & BETTER YEAR AHEAD ! (:

*LOVES

festive feeeel ! (:

2008-12-29T02:28:00.007+08:00

its 3 days aft christmas !
& 3 more days to new year ; 2009 !

oh my . time do really FLY !
& everyday i have the festive feel .
haas .
just too bad its s'pore here .
sorta lack of festive feel thou .
hopefully i get to celebrate xmas & new year overseas in 2009 .
haas . HOPEFULLY ! (:
well ,, anw met jiale at plaza's starbucks in the evening .
so was just slacking & drinking coffee . hees .
& chit chats of our hmm , secrets ? LOLS .
sch is re opening soon & that = boring ! super !
still hv loads of incomplete assignment . gosh .
i'm still in my festive hols mood .
time nv waits does it . o.O

& i grabbed my handsome bro for some photos !
lols . dun understand why he always wna 'uglify' himself .
geez . eye candy sweeties ,, presenting my handsome lil' bro !
LOLS . XD

[ see how much we've changed ! taken 2 yrs ago ! haas . XD ]

[ take few mths back by his crazy sis which is me ! lols ! ]]

[ taken TODAY ! XD ]

[[ ps . i think you shd seriously cut ur hair bro .
too sloppy now & smile moore ! haas . ]]

*LOVES

26 DEC ; boxing day !

2008-12-27T03:14:00.005+08:00

26 dec; boxing day !

went drinking with my dearest honeybun ,,
edmund ! & also my babe . LOLS .

drinking at walawala @ holland V .
had dinner there too .
nice food ! had john dory with white wine cream sauce & sauteed mushroom !
fish&chips && hawaiian pizza ! super big serving !
& so i was super bloated !
nv drink immediately after dinner .
& i had a bloody headache tt day .
slept halfway and woke up feeling tt my head is gna explode .
ZOMG . hate that feeling , migraine i guess .
so ,, it was a super POOR drinking day for me ):
gosh ,, so wasted . cos we ordered like a lot ?
happy hour = 1 for 1 . great .
ordered : 2x vodka , 2x gin , 2x forbidden fruit , 2x asahi , 2x erdinger , 2x some lime thingy .
lols . cdn''t rmb it ,
felt so sick & bloated i cd hardly gulp down my 2nd vodka .
SO WASTED LAAA !
& becos of me we left early ! so sorry loves !
ed : we gotta hang out more often okiie !
love having yaa ard & ur baking skill is really good ,,
love the mini sponge cakes u baked for us . thanks ! (:

[ lovely spongecake baked by ed ! ]

okiie peeps . picture timeee ! XD

LOVES*

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

2008-12-25T22:44:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE !
wish all of you a blessed xmas !

christmas celebration this year was slightly different .

celebrated it with my girls !

xinru ,, jiale,, jojo & wynnee . (:

we had a xmas camp out !

haas . right at wcp .

it was soo fun !

we set up our own tent ,,

had our own DIY bbq pit !

mini bbq all da night .

had our xmas exchange too !

haas . picking lots ! that was filled with excitement .

i picked out jojo's present of all !

and its a . . .

taadaa !!!

SUPERGIRL boxer/underwear !

LOLS !

thanks sweetie . (:

& wynnee picked out mine !

haas . hope she like it . hees .

so yea ,, pics at our xmas campout .

would upload agn when i get the other nicer pics .

haas . so meanwhile peeps !

& before heading off to xmas camp with girls ,,

there was a xmas party at home .

as always ,, yearly .

my family celebrates every single occasion .

haas . we are all super enthu . lols .

we had our own xmas exchange too .

well , lets just recall back all the prez(s) i've gotten since the 1st .

FIRST YEAR

one packet of cream crackers & a useless wooden box .

thanks to my loveable brother !

SECOND YEAR

one set of tupperwave

thanks to my loveable brother AGAIN .

(seriously, why do i need tupperwave for ? gave it to mummy instead . lols .)

THIS YEAR

hamper - consisting of biscuits/crackers , box of tea from Marks&Spencer & a box of FERRERO .

thanks to myself !!!!! i picked my own !

zomg . just see how lucky am i every year .-''

haas . well anw ,, most importantly everyone enjoyed themselves !

thats how i always have memorable christmas every year ! LOLS XD

its also not that bad when you're always drawing prez(s)

thats not so attractive as you'd get consolation prizes !

this year ,, i got a bottle of VODKA MANGO !!!

weets ! i love that & seriously love it .

( my hamper & my VODKA MANGO ! :D)

hees . next up would be NEW YEAR ! YEAR 2009 !

enjoy people !

lastly ,, wishing each & everyone ,,

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR ! ((:

dear friends & family ,,

i LOVE you all . (:

LOVES*

crazy over twilight !

2008-12-21T21:54:00.003+08:00

i'm definitely crazy over it !

i've watched the movie twice now .

haas .

and i can watch another ten times .

LOLS .

okays , i've got the first book 'TWILIGHT'

i've completed it & i'm so gna purchase 'NEW MOON'

could i have that as my christmas present from some good soul ?

haas .

saw the set of series at borders selling at over a hundred bucks .

WOW .

too overly ex esp when i'm on budget .

sadded . if not i would definitely purchase it for collection .

heees ,, (:

ooh well .

heard 'eclipse' & 'breaking dawn' is outta stock !

shd ask cous if its available in aus & get it for me .

lols .

anw , went to movies with

jiale , irvine , dennis & ragul on friday .

& we watched '' Ip Man '' aka '' Ye Wen ''

starring Donnie Yen , Simon Yam , Lynn Hung ,,

rating it 4* outta 5* .

hmm , lazy to describe in details but

its a really nice show .

should catch that if you feel like watching a movie (:

oh yea . guess i'm getting my braces soon .

if everything's according to budget .

mummy says she's gna sponsor me !

haas .

hope doc is kind enough . (:

i've done a good job with them so far !

haas .
geez . sounds kinda crappy tday thou .

seriously bored & lifeless .

so CIAOS !

got tongue tied .

so i realised i'm nt good with my words at certain circumstances .

well , heartfelt words cd be understood huh ?

(: all da best , everything'd be fine .

*LOVES

* 突然好想你

2008-12-20T03:43:00.001+08:00

well , i love this song .
just way too meaningful .
a song for you ,,
listen hard (:

突然好想你 -

最怕空气突然安静

zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing

最怕朋友突然的关心

zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xing

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun jiao tong zhe bu ping xi

最怕突然听到你的消息

zui pa tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi

想念如果会有声音

xiang nian ru guo hui you shen yin

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

bu yuan na shi bei shang de ku qi

事到如今终於让自已属於我自已

shi dao ru jing zhong yu ran zi ji su yu wo zi ji

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

chi sheng yan lei hai pian bu guo zi ji

突然好想你你会在哪里

tu ran hao xiang ni ni hui zai na li

过的快乐或委屈

guo de kuai le huo wei qu

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆

tu ran hao xiang ni tu ran feng li de hui yi

突然模糊的眼睛

tu ran mo hu de yan jing

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲

wo men xiang yi sou mei li de ge qu

变成两部悲伤的电影

bian cheng liang bu bei shang de dian ying

为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行

wei shen me ni dai wo zou guo zui nan wang de lui xing

然後留下最痛的纪念品

ran hou liu xia zui tong de ji nian pin

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信

wo men na me tian na me mei na me xiang xin

那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经

na me feng na me re lie de ceng jing

为何我们还是要奔向

wei he wo men hai shi yao ben xiang

各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

ge zi de xin fu he yi han zhong lao qu

突然好想你你会在哪里

tu ran hao xiang ni ni hui zai na li

过的快乐或委屈

guo de kuai le huo wei qu

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆

tu ran hao xiang ni tu ran feng li de hui yi

突然模糊的眼睛

tu ran mo hu de yan jing

最怕空气突然安静

zui pa kong qi tu ran an jing

最怕朋友突然的关心

zui pa peng you tu ran de guan xing

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

zui pa hui yi tu ran fan gun jiao tong zhe bu ping xi

最怕突然听到你的消息

zui pa tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi

最怕此生已经决定自己过

zui pa ci sheng yi jing jue ding zi ji guo

没有你却又突然听到你的消息

mei you ni que you tu ran ting dao ni de xiao xi

.

i'm glad i'm being remembered by whom i've always kept in my heart .
i appreciate that a lot , thanks (:

*LOVES

speechless .

2008-12-19T00:26:00.002+08:00

ALONE .
YES . I JUST WNA BE ALL BY MYSELF !
OKAY !
JUST FECKIN' LEAVE ME ALONE .
I'M JUST SO FINE BEING BY MYSELF .

how cn i just try to act so naturally aft all the nonsense .
its so tiring having to adjust ur mood so quickly .
i dislike it . why shd i .
i dun wish to face you aft every quarrels & hv to act normal &
be naturally happy like nothing happened .
thats so irritating & tiring .
i don't like to fake a smile .
act being enthusiastic when its none of what i feel .
true , i feel controlled by the changes in you .
makes me feel horrified & constraint .
& i hate it ! i can't afford to lose my freedom .
never would i give it up for anything in the world .
i love my own space , i love my own personal life .
i love spending time with others i love
love having time for myself .
i'm all so used to being alone & free .
i don't wna be all tied up . its intolerant .

i appreciate all the nice stuffs you've always told & done for me .
i'm sorry even at your lowest point in life i'm not by you .
if nothing had changed none of us could even be facing any of our lowest point in life .
i just wished to be alone at this pt .
would you mind not making myself seem so inhumane & guilty for all my ignorance to all your requests .
its not like i'm feeling good here &
you wna add on extra burden for me ?

i don't & can't feel anything now .
just feel so drained .
drifting off to slp whenever i lie on bed .
its okay .
i need all this time & space alone now .
i don't need any single soul .
i've been independent enough for the longest time .
its just truly fine for me to be ALONE .
at least i feel best .

##-

LEAVE ME ALONE . . .

2008-12-18T01:30:00.003+08:00

UNHAPPY .
yes i am and had nv felt so unhappy .
what in the world is happening .
what the fuck is wrong now .
i'm so troubled & i get so irritated .
i wished i could grow wings & just fly away .
no one could see me .
no one could EVER find me .
the rough times aren't over just getting worse .
i don't like the changes , dread it .
i just feel horrified & terrified of it .
i'm feeling so sick , so unhappy , so tired .
i don't feel like crying at all .
yet tears could just fell outta my eyes .
wow .
i'd nv had tears felling out no matter how tired i was like others do .
nowadays , mummy's words kept flashing in my mind .
i've always told you since young .
you're young & ought to be enjoying life
yet why create so much troubles for yourself .
i hate to admit but she's right as almost always .
well , much troubles are created by ourselves asking for it .
but WHY ???
you could nv see it coming anw .
why shd i be keeping the unhappiness to myself .
why shdn't i be screaming my unhappiness out here .
can't be bothered anymore . whatever .
at least i feel better this way .
as . . who will i run to now .
NOBODY .

would you , you , you whoever u r care ?
no .
simply cos its none of your business anw .

pardon me for being depressed & angry at innocent souls .
i couldn't help it could i ?
when those i once cherish turn their back against me .
wad more could i say ?
thanks for leaving me alone . . .

UNHAPPYsoul .

i LOVE robert pattinson ! XD

2008-12-15T00:09:00.009+08:00

just back from jogging !!!
so nice to be jogging out at night with such a cooling weather !
haas .
gotta have a full flat tummy tmr !
timing for the shoot has changed .
gotta wake up even earlier tmr .
oh well ,, shall reward myself with a sumptuous meal tmr night . XD
i just love to eat soo much n yet have an uncooperative tummy ! ):

TWILIGHT

watched TWILIGHT last night !
GREAT SUPERB GREAT !
i just love that show !
i can watch it a second time man !
got me all so worked up .
at the exciting parts and the sad parts .
& i'm crazy over the male lead !!!
OMG ! he attracts me even more than zac efron does .
yes ! & thats robert pattinson .
just personal opinion & personal preference yea .

[ tell me he ain't hot ?! *PIAK PIAK* inLOVEwith him! OMG ! XD ]

i LOVE his eyes & mouth !
LOLS !
just so charming .
lovely romance in it .
like girl next door bella swan (kristen stewart) meets prince charming edward cullen .
wahaas . that kinda attraction and chemistry . WOAH !
well , edward cullen the vampire falls for bella swan .
& they got involved in a passionate love story .
the cullen family was unique for not drinking human's blood & having fangs .
just that lovely golden brown eyes & body that shines like diamonds under direct sun light .

FIVE FULL STARS for it ! (:
& i supposed there's TWILIGHT part 2 .
as the ending was sorta left a mystery .
just go WATCH IT !
i'm so gonna buy the book alr !

CIAOS !
LOVES*

my beloved girlfriends ♥

2008-12-11T16:10:00.019+08:00

***BEWARE!!! : FOLLOWING IS A CAMWHORE POST !
SERIOUS CAMWHORING !!! xx:

its all about the sweeties i have . . .
girlfriends whom i LOVE
♥

@ CATHAY ,, starbucks .

fav pastime of my squid girl ! camwhore ! XD

thankyou for ur ears sweetie !

glad that i'm the steadiest .

LOLS .

*huggs*

TRIP TO SENTOSA ! with JIALE & JOJO ! ((:

GIRLFRIENDS' NIGHT - CHILLING OUT ! ((:

DAY OUT SHOPPING WITH JOJO & JIALE ! ((:

STUDYING AT WM COFFEEBEAN ! with company of JOJO ((:

dear all ! this is the reason why my sotong girl can make my day !
LOLS . all the nonsensical yet funny stuffs that make me lmao !
i love you for being a SIAO KIA ! XD

[ take note of the bubble ! xx:]

loadsof.LOVES*

______________________________________________________________

hereby pronounced : CT IS OVER ! =DD

i hereby pronounced . . .
CT IS OFFICIALLY OVER !
(uh ,, self declared officially over . LOLS ! )
haas . well well ,, one last paper tmr !
but thats okay .
i dun even know why there's a test for a
presentation module . lols .
no lectures , tutorials , practicals AT ALL !
just plain presentation every fortnight .
anw ,, its called ECOLOGY .
like wtf is that huh ?!
all abt the environment !
ecosystem & relationships , organisms in nature . . .
well ,, its actuall pretty interesting yeas ?
lols .

& i was fifteen mins late for SM test yest .
half an hour late for EH test tday !
bahwah ! overslept a 'teeny weeny bit' tday .
LOLS .
& this particular guy is always right !
curse of the day . ):

last night . . .

sX says:
don't overslept again ...

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:
lols . i'm won't oversleep again .

sX says:
nemesis

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:
ya right .-''
_______________________________________
today . . .

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:
omg . i really overslept tday ! zz .

sX says:
nemesis

sX says:
it'll always be with u ...

OH ! SHIT !
stop cursing me .
it always happen . ):
like when i overslept for my BTT last week .
arrghh .
its definitely not NEMESIS !
just too drained out .-''

ooh well .
HOLIDAYS are here again !
3 weeks ! goodie !
girls - hang - out tmr !
great great great !
time to finally enjoy & relax myself to the fullest .
haas .
had been less stressed up lately .
perhaps now ,,
我比较看得开了 .
haas .
should learn to enjoy life first !
everyone ought to live a happy life ! (:
CHEERS !

♥CINDY .

hereby pronounced : CT IS OVER ! =DD

2008-12-11T14:31:00.003+08:00

i hereby pronounced . . .

CT IS OFFICIALLY OVER !

(uh ,, self declared officially over . LOLS ! )

haas . well well ,, one last paper tmr !

but thats okay .

i dun even know why there's a test for a

presentation module . lols .

no lectures , tutorials , practicals AT ALL !

just plain presentation every fortnight .

anw ,, its called ECOLOGY .

like wtf is that huh ?!

all abt the environment !

ecosystem & relationships , organisms in nature . . .

well ,, its actuall pretty interesting yeas ?

lols .

& i was fifteen mins late for SM test yest .

half an hour late for EH test tday !

bahwah ! overslept a 'teeny weeny bit' tday .

LOLS .

& this particular guy is always right !

curse of the day ):

last night . . .

sX says:

don't overslept again ...

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:

lols . i'm won't overslept again .

sX says:

nemesis

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:

ya right .-''

____________________________________________________________

today . . .

♣`` CINDY♥ - they came & left tgt . its okay now. (: - nv forgive the betrayals . ♣ says:

omg . i really overslept tday ! zz .

sX says:

nemesis

sX says:
it'll always be with u ...

OH ! SHIT !

stop cursing me .

it always happen . ):

like when i overslept for my BTT last week .

arrghh .

its definitely not NEMESIS !

just too drained out .-''

ooh well .

holidays are here again !

3 weeks ! goodie !

girls - hang - out tmr !

great great great !

time to finally enjoy & relax myself to the fullest .

haas .

had been less stressed up lately .

perhaps now ,,

我比较看得开了 .

haas .

should learn to enjoy life first !

everyone ought to live a happy life ! (:

CHEERS !

♥CINDY .

damn exams ! ):

2008-12-09T02:59:00.003+08:00

EG2 paper in the afternoon !
omg . just gimme a PASS !
thou i admit i haven't been working hard at all .
but ,, sigh . just dun let me flunk it alright ! ):
everything is soo sick to me !
bahh ! sciences & mathematics .
stop sucking my brain juice !

troubles aside !

was chatting with mummy tday !
long time since we talked soo much .
haas .
had dinner with mummy at LOT ONE .
well , talked alot & realised i seriously havent been spending lots of time with her .
esp when little bro is at the stage of 'growing up' he dun spend much time at hm either .
promise to spend more time with her aft the exams ! (:
and mummy was telling me bout cous's graduating ceremony in aus nxt march !
YAY ! we'll be flying over to attend it !
sigh . mummy ! let me just move there okay !
pls nod ur head ! LOLS .
i so seriously wished i could be attending sch there and living there soon .
lols . why stay in this crappy place ?!
well , i'm wishing & working hard !
just an idea & trying out .
the aus trip would enable us to check it out there !
HAAS . great ! (:

still ,, i gotta get things right and done in this crappy place first .
i can sure get myself lost in the tiniest LRT station .
zz . fine . sua ku or whatever .
i hardly take that !
lrt-ed to panjang to meet jiale to MUG ,,
i 'tot' i got trapped in the lift
as happened the door opens at the other end from where i entered .
oh well . i did look like a retard butt facing the crowd for like 10seconds ?
& aft stepping out trying to figure out the right way & route to take .
happens both goes the same way .
SHIT . i shd explore more of the public transport system .
perhaps being too pamperred of being ferried ard frequently .
LOLS ! xx: bus-ed mre thou .

had to get some beauty sleep !
waking up in a few hours time !

GOOD LUCK TO ME !!!
GOOD LUCK to the guy who's embarking towards a new phase in life being a 'real man' !!!
HAAS . (:

it doesn't really matter if thats the tiniest connection left .
this period of time had been rough .
i'm sure i can get past it thou .
no one knows about the future .
i've my dreams and which may too awaits me .
would i be greatly MISSED if i'm gone someday ?
may be by then i'll realise the true-ness in each & every one .
i'm being serious . trust me . (:

LOVES*

ASAHI&SWEETIES ,, i LOVE 'em !

2008-12-06T19:02:00.003+08:00

its SATURDAY !
hanged outta with YK , jake , le & xr last night !
@ ICE COLD B'
woohoo !
loved my sets of ASAHI .
jake was lame !!!
wad chucky game ?
lols . just can't understand how fun it is .
treated jake his hoegarden magnum .
lols . super extra large .

i was loving it when i finished mine !
thou' somehow i gt a bit emo .
& scared my girls .
haas .
cabbed home tgt at 2+ am . 36 bucks for cab fare !!!
and i got bloodshot eyes with my eye liner smudged all over !
gosh . i got a little fright looking at myself in the mirror .-''
lucky no one saw me under the light .
they'd probably faint .
jake haven't send me the pics !!!

well , sorry to le & xr to 've made you worry .
i'm fine as it is now . i know the bad things wil be over soon .
somehow i've alr forgot all bout the incident b/w
me , the bitch & the bastard . its over !
i'm just glad i've you girls with me & few other of 'em ard .

another thing ,, the recent 'friend issue' tt happened .
oh man , i just love you guys .
thanks for being so concern for me !

PLEASE NOTE THAT THE PREVIOUS CRUDE POST IS ONLY DEDICATED TO THE BITCH & BASTARD IN MY POST ! NO OFFENCE ! (:
i dun wish to write out my story here . its over anw .
they came in my life tgt & are outta my life tgt too .
anw , the story can become a storybook . lols !
ask me ? i might tell you . haas .

still GLAD i've FRIENDS who had said
'friends would give you support be with you whenever you want me to be where ever you need me to be.'
& i believe you guys are still keeping up to ur words .
don't let me lose faith ! (:
thou' some might 've distanced away .
i could still feel ur presence .
may be you've changed .
i just hope i can have the kind & loving image of you in my heart forever,
remaining as how i think it is . (:
i probably won't get to see you again ,
only heaven knows , how much i've treasured everything all this while .
all the time u were by me,
i felt greatly 'loved' & 'happy' .
perhaps thats enough,
because you know its nv possible to keep the nice stuffs with you forever .
i'm feeling the word 'miss' popping out .
gosh , all i can do now is just purely wishing you ,
"all the best in life . . & you'd been special & precious . " (:

LOVES*

mugging ! :xx

2008-12-05T00:36:00.005+08:00

EVIDENCE OF MUGGING !!! XD
mugging ,, mugging & more mugging !
well ,, thats only starting from today .
HAAS .
missed school today !
was way too tired .
didn't even heard my THREE alarms go off .
i'm just too tired !!!
i love sleeping being in my lalaland .
keeps me away ,, give me a break from all my troubles .
woke up for a moment & immediately felt so shag .
why can't it just all go away !
PISSED !
okay . i fell asleep agn .
escapade for me for another while .
you still hv to face it & get over it .
i'm trying nt to hide from it .
i shd be BRAVE !!!

too high level on caffeine & nicotin recently .
cups & cups of mocha frappucino daily !
ZOMG .
i duwan too gain my half kg back .
haas .
mugged with le @ wm coffebean !
irvine & KK came to help us too .
went hm at 11+ aft we were being shooed off .
LOLS .
oh well . 've to continue mugging for my test later this afternoon .
let me pass it ! PLEASE ):
meetup with the girls tonight + YK !
YAY ! haven't seen YK for long !
& drinking day for me too .
haas . HAPPY !
my long awaited drinking day since like , well whatever .
i shall learn to enjoy life well .

shd i still proceed with wad i'd previously promised ?
or just forget it since you'd been heartless anw .
well ,, i'm just being too nice here . tts why . ):

i've learnt to smarten up .
not to be too serious in everything .
not to be too trusting .
not to be too simple minded at times .
wad else do i need to learn ?

-CINDY♥

dissapointment fills .

2008-12-04T01:22:00.004+08:00

well well well .
what cn i say ?
time really flies .
its alr december .
one month had just past like this .
wad had i been doing ?
so much had happened .
i had gained & at the same time lose a lot of
once to me , priceless things .
i tot i had my most special lovelies with me .
but ,, POOF !
its all gone now .
well ,, just look at the word , ' LOVELIES '
break it in two , there goes , LOVE LIES .
as pple says , marriage is the beginning of divorce .
i quote , ' LOVE IS THE BEGINNING OF HATRED ' .
no matter what kind of LOVE .
like friendship . special friends to you .

i've just learn how realistic it can be .
i've lost 'em .
or rather decided to dump 'em .
friends who told me tt they'd stood by me thru' thick&thin .
who made me feel so LOVED .
who always make my day when i'm feeling low .
who could always influence my feelings .
who gave me the idea tt YOU'D NV WALK AWAY FROM ME .
now ,, i'm all ALONE .
BACK TO SQUARE ONE .
WHY THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN BOTHER TO LOOK BACK .
JUST WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST ?!
YOU'RE STANDING ON SOMEONE ELSE'S SIDE ?
WEREN'T YOU THE ONE WHO SAID ITS OKAY IF THE WHOLE WORLD
DOESN'T TRUST OR SUPPORT YOU AS FRIENDS WOULD ALWAYS STAND BY YOU .
NOW LET ME TELL YOU ,
YOU'VE NO RIGHTS TO SAY SUCH THINGS .
YOU KNOW NOTHING BOUT A FRIEND'S LOVE AT ALL .

thats okay .
i thank God for showing me the truth now .
i hope this is the last time i'd blabber bout this .
why isn't there a function in our mind
whereby we can just press 'DELETE' or 'BRAINWASH' .
i'm not crazy just driven mad by you assholes .

last words to you :

as a true fren i bother to warn and advise you
if you see it as NONSENSE
just bloody FUCK OFF .
don't try to defend both of you anymore .
i'll just dump it all away .
treat it as my luck to 've known you .

I'D LOVE TO SEE YOUR FACES FULL OF REGRETS IN FUTURE
& DON'T JUST FUCKING COME CRYING BACK TO ME .
I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS SHIT !

wes to cindy :
'only i'm true to you .'
'i'll be ur strength,i'll give u hope, keeping ur faith when its gone. '
baby had been nice , patient & sweet all this while .
no matter how i throw my tantrum or gave him the cold shoulder ,
had no time at all for him , showing negligence .
he's still there . i knew it .
i'm feeling bad . even now i'm still busy with my own life .
i promise to try my best for everything to be in place & back to how it was again .
thanks love*

maybe i shd just stop placing frens at such a high position in my heart
if disappointment is all i get .
learn to reciprocate dumb fucks .

i THANK those who had really stayed by me till now .
LOVE* to you sweeties ,, esp my gd fren & sotong girl .
blur & no constructive solutions but always listening to my niam-ings .
LOLS ! hi ! see i'm so true to you . telling you every word frm my heart !
hope u resolved ur troubles soon too !
& girl just send me this superb song i'm gna upload it .
suit these asses fucking loads . HOT&COLD .

does all this marks it's end now ?
does a new phase of life await me ?

___ let me get over it ,, shortest time possible PLS .

THE FUCKER IN MY LIFE .

2008-12-03T10:38:00.002+08:00

ENERGY - LESS

for the past 2 days ,,
40hours w/o slp .
superb !
i could be an immortal .
rounding&rounding all day.
i like gd fren's CAR !!!
envious ):

okay . my main point ::

i seriously fucking HATE myself !
HATE myself for being blinded !
HATE myself for knowing YOU !
HATE myself for thinking you're so TRUE !

ZOMG !

HOW CAN I BE SO FUCKING DUMB ?!
ITS LIKE THE GREATEST JOKE ON EARTH .
TO TRUST YOU SO FULLY .
FUCKING GET LOST FROM MY LIFE
& TAKE EVERYTHING AWAY !
EVERY FUCKING LITTLE THING !
ASAP ! I DUN WISH TO 'VE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU NO MORE !
THIS SHALL BE THE TIME I REALLY LEARNT MY LESSON .
STOP BEING NAIVE LADY .
THESE FUCKERS WULD NV CHANGE .

just awhile ago fren & i were talking bout 'true fren' .
FUCK IT .
WHO THE FUCK ARE TRUE FRENS ?
JUST MAKE ME WNA LMAO .
YOU'LL NV KNOW .
NO MATTER HOW LONG YOU KNOW ONE FOR .
THEY CN ALWAYS TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU .
EVEN IF THEY CLAIM THAT THEY'D DO ANYTHING
'ONLY JUST FOR YOU ,, WHEREVER & WHENEVER' .
OH YEA WHATEVER .
SO TELL ME A TRUE FREN IS ONE WHO CULD JUST COME & GO .
SHOWER AFFECTION ONLY AS & WHEN THEY LOVE TO ?
FUCK YOU BASTARD BITCH ASSHOLE !
FINALLY I SEE THE TRUE YOU .
ALL THAT SHIT YOU'VE GIVEN ALL THESE YEARS .
YOU'RE JUST TOO GOOD IN GETTING PPLE TO FALL IN YOUR TRAP .
WHICHEVER OTHER BIATCHES WHO ARE SO CLINGING TO YOU .
GOOD LUCK BITCHES .
I'M NT BEING SOUR HERE .
JUST SHARING .
THIS INTERESTING STUFFS .
YOU CAN CRY A THOUSAND ZILLION LITRES OF TEARS BUT
WHICH FUCKER IN THIS WORLD WILL GIVE YOU A BLOODY DAMN BOUT IT ?

I'LL NEVER FORGIVE & FORGET THE BETRAYALS . LISTEN GOOD PEEPS .
WHY THE FUCK DO YOU COME BACK TO ME
W/O THE INTENTION OF BEING TRUE & SERIOUS .
GO FUCK YOURSELF ASSHOLE .

perhaps what i'll regret is not losing your love ,,
but knowing & wasting my time & feelings on someone like you .

##HATRED-FILLS ._

FULL THROTTLE - PICS (:

2008-12-01T19:31:00.001+08:00

HOLA !

pictures for last week's event .
-FULL THROTTLE MOCCARNIVAL '08
had been super busy lately, so no time to upload at all .
well , i've to thank larry for his good photography skills .
HAAS . thankyou for sending me the pics . (:
THANKYOU the lovely bosses i had .
esp xavier who had been super nice .
look forward to working with them again !(:

so peeps ,, enjoy the pics ! (:

[billy,, xavier,, me,, henry .]

CIAOS*
♥CINDY.

♥只不过是你生命里,另一个过客 .

2008-11-30T04:47:00.006+08:00

面对抉择让我不知所措 .
面对现实放弃本来就不属于我的一切.
面对悲痛算是我活该 .

你像是风从不定位
忽来忽去自由自在
怎能把你紧握手中
只能怀念风的温和

你像是海广大辽阔
像是浪潮来来去去
突如其来把心倦走
又悄悄的离开大海

第一次决定放弃
以为结束了
兜了几圈又回来了.
认为会不一样
是自己太傻
第二次决定放弃
希望是正确的
悔恨从此消失

还会有下次吗 ?
希望有缘无分的人
也会拥有美好的句点.

♥
♥

it made my heart ache . .

friday , 28 nov 08 .

finally i watched the movie ''CAPE NO.7"
whats so special ?
its simple , just so daily life kinda .
its all abt dreams & pure love .
certain parts of it just made my heart ache so much ,
i could feel my tears welling up in my eyes .
gosh . so affected was i .
well ,, just wasn't in the right mood lately .
too emotional .
):

well , time flew .
it was 21 mths for cindy&wesley .
not a very happy period it had been .
i owe an apology .
too much had happened .
too much work, too little time .
i just needed so much more time for myself
to balance my life agn .
like le said , certain issues have really just created havoc and
imbalance my once neat life, mind & soul .
all this disturbance should mark its end alr .
i think i've very much decided to leave certain issues outta my life .
just like how they dun exist some period ago .
it shd nv had been back thou .
first warm &enthusiastic,
now cold & left dangling .
how irresponsible & cruel can one get ?
for impossible tasks, off it goes on my list pls .

*LOVES

i'm missing it all ,, i really do .

2008-11-28T03:53:00.003+08:00

IF . . .

life could be controlled by a remote ,,
which part of it would you like to pause at ?
which part of it would you like to rewind to ?
or would you wna fast forward it instead ?

do you dread the present state ?
do you long for the past ?
do you anticipate the future ?

what can i say ?
what can i do ?

it has always been silence towards everything .
on nights like this .
emotional gush . yeas .
its a different kind of feeling .

i'm just too drained .
too tired for everything now .
could you understand ?
i need so much more time .
i need a clear mind .
i need some time alone .
its just not gng on well no more .
whats the problem . i dno .

soo soo tired .
PLEASE .
gimme a break .

who's the lead in ur story ?
stop the silence .
its making me go crazy .

tell me,, wad to do.

2008-11-26T01:55:00.003+08:00

I NEED A BREAK !!!

GIMME TIME TO REST & CLEAR MY MIND PLEASE !
I'M ALL SO FILLED UP TO THE MAX .
MY MIND'S NOT FUNCTIONING WELL ANYMORE .
MY BODY'S PROTESTING ,,
&
MY HEART IS FEELING WEAK .
I'M SUFFOCATING .
SOONER OR LATER I'M GNA COLLAPSE .

PHYSICALLY DRAINED
MENTALLY DRAINED
EMOTIONALLY DRAINED

.-.

FULL THROTTLE MOCCARNIVAL !

2008-11-23T23:43:00.003+08:00

WEETS ~

FULL THROTTLE MOCCARNIVAL 2008 .
it was so fun & fun & more fun !
haas .
i love my bosses seriously . they are all super nicee !
i'm sun burnt ! thanks to the scorching hot sun before the downpour in the evening !
i'm so tired now .
posed and smiled whole day . haas .
haven't received the pics from the photographers .
would post it all once i received !
just bear with my unprofessional skills of photo taking !!!
LOLS .

[rainbow aft rain , not clear thou .]

CHEERS !
(:

clueless -.

2008-11-23T00:15:00.005+08:00

BOO !
sigh . haven't been a really good month recently .
time passes so fast that i don't have a good opportunity
to even realised and recall certain events that happened .

school has nv been more dry !
loads of work & projects .
i just really gotta catch up with my work .
exams in two weeks time .
filled with sian - ness alr .
just let me bluff my way thru PLEASEEE !!!
i'd definitely make school & work balance the next term .

anw ,, full throttle moccarnival @ kallang leisure park tmr .
gna be working for almost the whole day .
come and have FUN !!!

SIGHS .
hate to be lagging behind & having to rush things .
lately , everything just have been too stressful for me .
i can't make up my mind anymore .
don't know what i really want anymore .

why does my life seems to be in a mess at times .
enough to create an impact on me .
just like past events , it happened again .
regrets ? supposedly not .
when you're doing some things based on decisions from ur heart .
you're just being true , to others & urself .
even if its a mistake , its probably a beautiful one .
be it being an accident or just naturally happened .
a moment of folly or clear minded .
for me , i know i'm just being true .
believe me that it doesn't happen just with anyone .
i give it my all even thou i'm nt supposed to ,,
even thou its never meant to be so .
don't you still get it ?
when it happened in the past & now again more seriously .
time can't just brush everything away .
just like a stubborn stain , even with bleach it just fades you still dun get rid of it .
life's like that huh .
i'd nv learn my lesson & i hate myself for tt .
& i shd just stop assuming things in my way .
i just created more troubles for myself .
none had breath a word bout anything .
why so ?
shdn't you be clear enough to tell me whats gng on ?
mark an end or drag on .
latter would be a terrible choice .
if both cause hurt wad mre choice is there ?
hate history to repeat itself .
just need words that comes from bottom of the heart .
drop the pretence of ignorance pls .
the feel of being slashed hard . i hate to play guessing game .
not every soul gets the priveleged of being treated extremely nice& special .
could you pls clear the doubts for me .
in whichever ways that i'll be able to understand .
just what i'd like to know all these time .
&tts just what i'd like to say .
.-.

asongforu ,, ::

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FRIENDSareLOVED . indeed . myGIRLS (:

BARCLAYS !!!

2008-11-17T15:36:00.004+08:00

was another BUSY week !!!
weekend was burned again with work .
but i enjoy my work !!!

SAT & SUN ,,
BARCLAY'S OPEN SINGAPORE
was working at sentosa for this international golf competition with APB .
its always fun working at such events .
esp the patrons are mostly foreigners you can really have fun with them .
was so busy busy busy !
wanted to camwhore the event but too baddd .

FRI,, had two castings one aft another .
was so drained after the last . sigh .
met jiale & jojo at expo where xinru is working at the food fair .
BLEH . dunno whats wrong . cant seem to eat much nowadays .
maybe after i've left my tummy empty for one whole day it seems to have contracted !
LOLS !
well the food fair was just average .
some food were awful yet expensive !!!
wasted .
went back to xr's hse as she consult me regarding her prom wear .
& yea ! its today . hope it'll be fun for her !!! (:

hmm ,, dun hv much to blog abt anw .
no mood to continue babbling .

recently have been much of a troubled period for me .
ever since some time ago .
there hv been so many things that i've regretted doing ,
be it 2yrs back, 2 weeks back, 2days back .
i'm always making life difficult & miserable for myself .
perhaps nobody knows and would nv have to know .
wad can i say .
NOTHING !
can't stop anyone from doing what they want even if i dun like the way things are .
if this is wad you are facing, rmb to always think thru carefully before you act .
perhaps many things have only been ur wishful thinking .
have you ever ask wad the truth is like ?
nope ! so how cn u assume things r like how u think it is ?
i shd have been more rational .
rashness is bound to cause a lifetime's misery .
how to grab hold of my last chip on hand ?
i know ,,
if i lose it this time .
i'll lose it FOREVER .

LOVES*

2008-11-10T21:09:00.006+08:00

PEEPOS !
weets ~
i've loads to update bout the weekend ! haas .

FRIDAY, 07 NOV 08
went to PITSTOP CAFE with the preeties !
xinru, jiale, jialing & wynnee !
and it was real fun and all worthwhile !
had dinner and 2 hrs of gaming !
seriously, everyone in there are super high and enthu playing the games .
you can hear and feel the excitement at every corner !
played various games and camwhored some bit . LOLS !
we took pics for the shop too , the walls are all filled up with pics of all the patrons !

after pitstop off to JOJO's house w/o jialing&wynee .
her dogs are super cute but i was kinda freak out by their heartwarming welcome !
LOLS . i'm a first timer to her house so well .
i wna have such a cute pet to dote on too !
why doesn't mummy allow pets ?! ):
cabbed back at almost 3am !
loads of chitchats & it was so so fun to hang ard with the preeties ! (:

SAT/SUN, 08/09 NOV .

started my beauty pageant ambassador job !
scouting & promoting for the upcoming event to search for the next spokesperson for BAREONLINE, an online magazine!
if you're interested do tell me !
was working with cassandra and we seriously walked the whole of orchard for the 2 days .
zz . forgot to ask her to send me the pics ! but nvm .
sat night went K-ING !
befor my throat even heals i went singing agn . LOLS .
i'm lucky i'm okay now .
anw ,, enjoyed K-ING loaddsss !

&well ,,
met xinru at fareast plaza to shop a bit on sun aft work !
glad she found her ideal prom wear .
theme this year 'cool & funky' . sounds fun .
gna pick up the clothes supposedly on wed ! (:
aft which meet szetho at raffles place to my hse for my haircut !!!
WAHAAS . THANKYOU MR SZETHO !
like proffesional seh . so much tools . LOLS .
snipped all my stupid ugly dried up ends !
its shorter now but nvm .
i can see the waves . LOLS . like so natural k & i think my face looks slimmer !
BYEBYE fat face . cover you with all my hair .

[look smaller & slimmer rite ? LOLS . XD]

[CAMWHORING with JIALE ! LOLS .]

monday's over !
woohoo !
looking forward to weekends alr . haas .
event this weekend @ Sentosa golf club, holding the International Golf Competition . EXCITED ! shall blogged soon . (:

**when all events seem to have come to an end,
it may mark the beginning of another's .
you'll never know what may happen 2 days, mths, yrs later .
when perhaps you tot all previous wonderful memories had been erased,
its just that it had always been well kept in ur heart .
i cherish every moment with em all .
no matter how much time has past i've nv forgotten a single bit .
thou in time it may seem significant but it'd nv be so to me .
love 'em all .

LOVES*

updates ; unspokenWORDS .

2008-11-06T19:42:00.008+08:00

UPDATES !

super tired today . slept at 6am cos i slacked out the whole night .

that shd be our longest slacking record .

LOLS .

anw ,, watched quantum of solace !

well , it was pretty good .

and DANIEL CRAIG looks good thou he's kinda old .

LOLS . had our dance sport lesson today !

super love thursday as its the most relaxing day for sch .

fast and good progress for our chacha steps .

haas .

its not for old folks okay .

i nv knew chacha could seem graceful until i tried it .

looking forward to all thursdays ! XD

well ,, uploads of pics took at work with YK another day .

prob with blogger's uploader .-''

haas . what a good fren i have . THANKS man !

decided to stop working for the assignment .

thou i'm paid seriously well enough .

i'm just sorta tired alr .

haven't had a proper rest since the hols started .

and poof! sch term is gone by a mth alr .

i don't even know what i've really been doing so far .

lols . orites . enough of my whinessss .

.-.

sometimes i wonder how do you define the word 'friend' ?

a company ? tool to pass time ? a loved one ? a special someone ?

friend is defined as :

a person you know well and regard with affection and trust; an acquaintance.

well , some are worth your time and love a lifetime while others would gradually become the hi-bye catogery . what can i say to those who give up on their good frens . best is the word i'll seldom use . no one is the best or ever at their best . humans are filled with much imperfections so how can one be the best of someone else's . i don't regret any actions or words which may caused harm thats being inflicted . if its that easy to chase a good fren away den he/she is definitely not worth you being sad over the loss . i wouldn't cry over the loss of lousy asses yea ! however,, sometimes you may 've really overlook some kind souls in your life . he may had been by ur side when u r all alone, stood by to support u showered u with love . you may have left them behind and went ahead with the new phase of ur life . i'm truly sorry if i've done such terrible things to the nice souls . given a chance i wouldn't choose to leave such wonderful pple ard as i know they truly care and i know how it feels to carry with you the feeling of guilt all ur life . such souls had re appeared& love to all the wonderful souls in my life (:

LOVES*

HALLOWEEN !

2008-11-02T13:41:00.004+08:00

HALLOOOOO !

have been MIA from my dear bloggiee .
i'm so gna revive you my dear . LOLS .
thankyou to my dearries who come to visit .
sorry for always MIA-ing k . HAAS .
have been super busy and lazy ! ):
always hooked to my manga + anime when i'm free now . xx:
okays , anyway .
it was HALLOWEEN ! 31 OCT , FRI .
it was also NP's 45th birthday ! weets~
so we attended NP@45 party .
and i met my dearest honeybun . . .
EDMUND !!!

seriously its so damn cool okay !
don't be an ass to laugh at it .
i'll so definitely dress up the next halloween !
i love the super highness and enthuness ED has man .
HI BUN ! XD

[taken with wynnee&jiale !]

[wynnee&I]

[weifeng&I]

some pics were taken badly , blurred !
well , these are good enough . (:
all who attended shd be more high man den it'll be much more fun .
anw , went over to town to meet up with jialing & jojo and slacked till 2 plus before we cabbed home .
it was an enjoyable day afterall !
CHEERS frens ! ((:

LOVES*

[F1] .FORMULA ONE NIGHT RACE !

2008-10-01T22:11:00.003+08:00

doesn't this scenery look beautiful ?

the F1 night race has indeed turn Singapore into a beautiful city
esp the night views from above the sky .
the race has finally come to an end .
well , big success as all showed thou there are differing views too .
have soo much to update bout my F1 working experience .
i'm so amazed by how beautiful S'pore can actually be . haas .
thou only for the 3 days .
fascinated by all the facilities, cars, teams and even the fans .
super ENTHU !
well,, track wasn't a bad thing to all who came as they were satisfied .
however major improvements are required .
basic facilities wise i mean , as a view of the cust service rep there .
well , just hope next year's will be better and i'm so looking forward to it !
EXCITED !!! XD
enjoy the pics ! the F1 cars were to fast for my lousy camera to capture .
had taken loads of videos of the exciting races but doubt i'll be uploading it .

the peformances ! soo sexy !!! XD

pics of cars . vintage + extravagant . LOLS .

poor accident tt occured during the qualifying round aft hairpin turn .
poor wing of the car fell off ):

SHOPPING SHOPPING !

haas . i bought the FERRARI top ! at SGD$120 ! LOLS .
think its so worth it as a memory and its really damn nice .
my FAV team too with kimi raiikonen !!!
OMG . XD

PICS TAKEN WITH auntieMAY @ grandstands on the bay ! ((:

TADA !
end of 1st F1 night race in Singapore ! XD
lets look forward to 2009's !

LOVES*

MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS ! (:

2008-09-09T16:07:00.026+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY TO ME ! XD

09 SEPTEMBER , I'M OFFICIALLY EIGHTEEN !
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HAD SENT ME THEIR WISHES .
& ALL THE LOVELY GIFTS AND TREATS !
MUCH APPRECIATED !

FIRST CELEBRATION ; 05 SEPT ,,
WITH DEAREST XINRU , JIALE , WYNNEE & JOJO !
HAD DINNER AT FARM MART WITH XR AND JL FIRST AND THEN
WE WENT TO TOPONE AND K-ED THE NIGHT OFF .
HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THE GANG OF GIRLS !
THEY GAVE ME HAND MADE ROSES USING SERVIETTES !
SO SWEEET ! (:
AND BOUGHT PARTY MASKS AND HATS .
HAAS . FELT LIKE A REAL BIRTHDAY PARTY !

[ take a peeeeep ! (: ]

[some error occured , unable to rotate the last 2 pics , more to b uploaded !]

THANK YOU GIRLS ! LOVE YA ALL !

SECOND CELEBRATION ; 06 SEPT ,,
CELEBRATING ME & BABY'S BDAY .
WITH WENBIN ,, EDMUND & YAOCHONG .
I BET THAT WAS OUR MOST MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY .
THE UNEXPECTED KINDA SPOIL ALL THE MOOD !

ZILIAN-ING WHILE OTW TO FETCH ED !

WELL , WE FIRST HAD DINNER AT PS CAFE AT DEMPSEY ROAD .
A REAL BEAUTIFUL PLACE WITH A REALLY GOOD AMBIENCE !

AND THEY HAD REAL DELICIOUS FOOD .
WE ORDERED CHICKEN ROSSA PENNE , FILO FISH BASKET & FISH & CHIPS !

I'D SAY THE PRICES ARE CONSIDERED REASONABLE
CONSIDERING ITS LOCATION AND DECO . (:
AFT WHICH WERE GNG TO SENTOSA BUT

IT STARTED RAINING CATS&DOGS ! ):

THE RAIN WAS SO HEAVY WE COULD HARDLY
SEE THE ROAD WHILE DRIVING .
SO WE MADE A DETOUR AND WENT TO
SLACK UNDER BABY'S HOUSE TO CUT CAKE !
HAAS . EDMUND BAKED THIS LOVELY
OREA CHOC ALMOND CHEESECAKE FOR ME !
THANKS A LOT BUN ! IT WAS GOOD ! (:

WELL , THEN THE RAIN FINALLY STOPPED .
& WE WERE GONNA SET OFF AGAIN . ROUNDING ABT .
WHERE A NASTY ACCIDENT OCCURRED
WHERE I TOT WE WERE GNA LOSE OUR LIVES .
WE WERE ON THE ROAD UP ON A HIGHWAY .
OUR CAR WAS ON THE RIGHT LANE WHERE ALL OF A SUDDEN
YC CAR ON THE CENTER LANE SPEED PAST AND CUT INTO OUR LANE .
I TOT HE WAS JUST TRYING TO CUT IN BUT OH MY .
THE CAR WENT ON SKIING TO THE LEFT SIDE
& IT CRASHED INTO A ONCOMING VEHICLE
WHICH TURNED 180 ON THE ROAD
AND YC CAR WAS SKIING 360 BEFORE
IT CAME CRASHING INTO OUR CAR .
LUCKY THE IMPACT WAS NOT GREAT AT ALL .
I JUST STARED AT THE VEHICLE COMING TOWARDS
ME THINKING IF I'D BE DEAD .-''

THANK GOD WE WERE ALL FINE .
SUPER PARANOID OF TRAVELING ON TH ROAD ON RAINY DAYS NOW .

FOR THE HAPPIER ISSUES !
THANK YOU BABY LOVE FOR HIS GIFTS !
ADDING ON TO MY GUESS COLLECTION IS
A NEW GUESS WALLET AND THE
LATEST DESIGN OF GUESS CLUTCH BAG !
I'M ON CLOUD NINE ! (:

BABY , THANKS FOR EVERYTHING .
HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY WITH YA .
I LOVE YA ! (:

LOVES*

THIRD CELEBRATION ; 07 SEPTEMBER .
BABY CELEBRATED HIS ACTUAL BIRTHDAY WITH HIS FAMILY .
WHILE I WENT TO A PHOTO SHOOT WITH
COMPANY OF MUMMY AND FAMILY ! (:
IT WAS FILLED WITH SO MUCH FUN .
WE GOT THE CHANCE TO TAKE A FREE FAMILY PHOTO TOO .
WHICH WAS REALLY NICE & ENJOYABLE !
& WE HAD ZI CHAR FOR DINNER WHICH WAS SUPER DELICIOUS .
THOU WE HAD TO WAIT FOR 30-45 MINS BEFORE THE FOOD WAS SERVED .

LOVE TO ALL ! MY HAPPY FAMILY (:

FOURTH CELEBRATION ; 08 SEPT .
WITH YONG KIAT !

HAAS .
OUR PLAN WAS TO GO FOR SHISHA IN THE AFTERNOON .
BUT WE SORTA GOT CHEATED .
WE WAITED FOR HOURS WHILE HAVING LUNCH THEN
THAT ASS TOLD US TO GO BACK IN THE EVENING WHEN
ANOTHER INITIALLY SAID 3PM !!!

SO WE WENT TO THE MOVIES AT CATHAY TO KILL TIME .
& WE WATCHED ''BOYS OVER FLOWERS FINAL" !
THE STAR LEADS ARE SO ATTRACTIVE !
EVERYTHING WAS SO LUXURIOUS .

STARRING WERE FAMOUS JAP ACTORS & ACTRESS ,,

MAO INOUE AS MAKINO TSUKUSHI ,,
JUN MATSUMOTO AS DOUMYOUJI TSUKASA ,,
SHUN OGURI AS HANAZAWA RUI ,,
SHOTA MATSUDA AS SOUJIROH NISHIKADO ,,
TSUYOSHI ABE AS AKIRA MIMASAKA .

THE ONE THAT ATTRACTED ME MOST WAS SHUN OGURI !
MY FAV CHARACTER TOO , WHETHER ITS BOYS OVER FLOWERS
OR METEOR GARDEN BY TAIWANESE BOYBAND , F4 .
ITS , HANAZAWA RUI . HE'S SOOO CUTE !

SO AFT MOVIES ,, OFF TO SHISHA !
WE HAD STRAWBERRY MIXED APPLE MIXED GRAPES !
THE SMELL WASN'T THAT STRONG AND
IT FEELS A BIT DISGUSTING AFTER AWHILE .

& AFT SHISHA WENT TO SUNSET TAVERN FOR A DRINK .
HAD VODKA W CRANBERRY JUICE . YUMMY MAN !
& AFT THAT FOR MY 18TH BDAY TREAT ,
AMANDA GAVE ME A FLAMING LAMBO !
OMG ! HAD TO CLEAN IT AT ONE GO .
HAAS . FELT THE BURNING SENSATION IN MY TUMMY PROTESTING .
LOLS !
I'LL ADD IN THE PIC ONCE SHE SEND ME . XD

THANKS AMANDA ! (:
THANKS YONGKIAT TOO !
FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY TREATS ! (:

LASTLY ,, BIG SINCERE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING !
IT HAD BEEN A WONDERFUL 18TH BDAY CELEBRATION !
CHEERS ! (:

LOVES*
MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YA .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY !

2008-09-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

07 SEPTEMBER 2008

its baby's birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY !

and thanks to baby for my lovely birthday prez .
in twooo days time !!!
HAAS .

thats my dear baby . (:

will upload the pics and update more again .
sigh . unexpected situations happened which made everyone down .

thank God for blessing everyone .

LOVES*

CHALET . 1F01 (:

2008-08-28T17:16:00.004+08:00

hellooo !
i'm back from chalet !
the first 1F01 gathering !
it was really fun and i'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves .
we were mj-ing away ,
playing games ,
coming up with forfeits ,
i enjoyed drawing on each other's face
when one lose as
we were playing 终极密码 .
LOLS .
purpose of chalet : bonding .
do hope it'll improve and strengthen
our relationship with each other .
no matter wad we are sticking thru the three years .
so we need more and more fun times tgt !
haas .
pics haven't been sent out yet .
so i cn only post out a few random pics taken from my phone .
will post more pics soon !
enjoy it ! (:

wLOVE* .